last decision.

well, this would be my last post. i think.
i have no heart in this anymore.

just a few feeling that being kept inside of me need to be let it out.

things has been bad. hugely bad. day by day by day.
i cant seem to stop it this time.
im leaving. everything.
im sorry. but its an upper disappointment.
please let me be alone. im fixing my life. so bug off.

sayang, i love you.
remember this. it will never stop and its a promise i shall keep hold it forever. trust me.
we have done alot of things. whatever happens in the future.
i'll try not to put you in the worse situation ever.
your the one keeping me smiling.
i cant seem to find other things that amuse me.
owh, missing eating meatballs with you.
hahaha. love you.get well soon keyh! (:

maybe this is my life, not sticking or holding up to anything,
im just a person who settle himself till satisfied and thats enough.
college its starting soon. and i need to chill. gaaah.

i've being replaced. and thrown out.
plans are there, but seem can't be kept happening.
and i was blame for the things i can't help not to do. which is getting sick.
the worse part is NO ONE understands me.
this thanks goes to a senior of mine. thanks for the talk. (:

maybe this time there is no silver lining on my clouds.
it could be a lessons for things i had done.
im sorry, and thanks for the memories.

my last word. goodbye. ( ':

*leaving out the door*